Professor Amanda Dennis
I’d always had an interest in reading novels and writing, but I started out as a philosophy student. I wrote my dissertation on the philosopher Maurice Merleau-Ponty. He’s best known for the idea that the self, or the subject, is not some “thinking thing” divorced from the world, but rather the body itself and the way it interacts with its environment. My dissertation research brought me to Paris. I was lucky enough to be studying in an interdisciplinary department, so I could bridge easily into literary criticism. I became especially interested in modernism and in Samuel Beckett, who has also had an incredible influence on contemporary literature.
I had certainly followed in Beckett’s footsteps in coming to Paris. I was studying on an exchange at the École normale supérieure, and something clicked between me and the city. I felt at ease here, and I loved the value that French culture attaches to the life of the mind. I discovered AUP through Dan Gunn, a fellow Beckett scholar. (Anglophone Beckett scholars in Paris just found each other like magnets.) I started working as an adjunct lecturer and helped Professor Gunn with archival research for the third volume of Beckett’s letters, which he was editing at the time. I loved teaching at AUP. The students were worldly, mature and thoughtful – and multilingual beyond belief! When I came back to Paris years later, I applied for the job I have now.
After I’d filed my dissertation, I went to work as a postdoctoral fellow in Madrid. While I was there, I had this revelation: I’d been working on a novel all along, and I thought, if I’m ever going to finish this, I’ve got to do something drastic. I applied to the Iowa Writers’ Workshop. It was an incredible experience. I learned so much about what it takes to live a life where you do this strange thing every day: consecrate time to worlds that don’t exist. I’m grateful for and amazed by the things I learned in Iowa, which informed the revisions I later made to the novel.
A friend once described Her Here as a missing girl story told from the point of view of the missing girl. I think this is a good description, but half the story is narrated by the searcher, a researcher, Elena, who has come to Paris to study the filmmaker, Chris Marker. Instead, she finds herself swept up in a mother-daughter story of great complexity, which moves her to piece together fragments from the journals of a young woman, Ella, who disappeared six years earlier in Thailand. As Elena moves deeper into the journals, she becomes obsessed with discovering what happened to Ella, even taking on characteristics of the missing girl. The book is interested in how much of others’ stories we can know and in how we make (and unmake) the narratives we live by.
It’s important to have a sense of how one’s readers will experience things. In a creative writing class, there is the opportunity to have 15 writers react to what you have written. You’ll learn which parts move people, and you’ll use that to develop muscle memory; you discover where the vital parts of your writing are. One of the invigorating things about teaching for me is the sense of experimentation and playfulness that students have. When students take a prompt and run with it, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t. But keeping that creative imagination alive is an important part of my creative work and my classes. I aim to stimulate and deepen creativity. Last spring, I also taught about modernism and fragmentation, thinking about the changing relationships that modernist writers – like Virginia Woolf, Samuel Beckett, Franz Kafka and Walter Benjamin – have to the body.
I’ve also published an academic book, Beckett and Embodiment: Body, Space, Agency, with Edinburgh University Press. Originally, this was supposed to be a revised version of my dissertation, but the work evolved to be more about how phenomenology and ecology are connected. It still draws heavily on Merleau-Ponty and Beckett, but in the context of how the body interacts with the environment. Also important to my academic work is questioning ideas about agency. Is agency something that is strictly human, or can it also be ascribed to the environment? The pandemic also had an impact on how I approached the subject, because it made me rethink the relationship between the human and the nonhuman. For example, we can do incredible things with technology, yet a virus can still bring economies to their knees. Some of these reflections made their way into the book’s introduction.
One of the events I did recently was a reading and discussion with contemporary writers and poets who have been influenced by Beckett. We were asking what Beckett’s legacy has been for contemporary literature. I also co-organized a conference at Trinity College Dublin, “Beckett and the Anthropocene.” The virtual event had participants from India, Argentina, Australia, Mexico, Ireland, Iran and the US. The conference developed from a symposium at AUP in 2019 titled “Beckett, Phenomenology and Ecology.” I also work on various literary projects, including the First Pages Prize, an international writing contest for aspiring novelists, and the literary journal Paris Lit Up. I’m also working on a new novel.
AUP cemented my desire to study literature and writing and helped spark my intellectual curiosity and creativity.
AUP has been the perfect way to finish my undergraduate studies.
AUP has been the perfect way to finish my undergraduate studies.